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You drink, and background music becomes the soundtrack of your night. You speak, and those possible friends turn into positive enemies. You lust, and those friendly handshakes become...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/callmejream/sleepy_thoughts_recapping_my_march.mws http://callmejream.mindsay.com/after_you_fall.mws callmejream 2007-02-14T08:02:35-05:00 http://callmejream.mindsay.com/after_you_fall.mws         The worst of the worst has passed and I find myself laying upside-down-inside-out, exhausted. This familiar scent across my room is making forgetting an impossible task. My...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/callmejream/after_you_fall.mws http://callmejream.mindsay.com/you_were_so_seethrough.mws callmejream 2007-02-08T02:02:28-05:00 http://callmejream.mindsay.com/you_were_so_seethrough.mws            I can feel it as the light fades. A haunting darkness chasing light away. Out of view you're just disappearing. Frozen as I stared straight through you....

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/callmejream/you_were_so_seethrough.mws http://callmejream.mindsay.com/when_blinking_becomes_pointlesssl.mws callmejream 2005-11-12T02:11:52-05:00 http://callmejream.mindsay.com/when_blinking_becomes_pointlesssl.mws
There's nothing I can say to make this seem more real than it feels. Words and actions are indistinguishable at times. I find myself not knowing the difference. I get so caught up in promising things.. In...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/callmejream/when_blinking_becomes_pointlesssl.mws http://callmejream.mindsay.com/the_girl_behind_you_knew_nothing.mws callmejream 2005-07-27T01:07:32-05:00 http://callmejream.mindsay.com/the_girl_behind_you_knew_nothing.mws                    Living with these regrets in my palm. I hold your hands, it's my form of apology. The mistakes i'll never repeat. I hope they're buried in the past. I hope you moved along, I hope you...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/callmejream/the_girl_behind_you_knew_nothing.mws http://callmejream.mindsay.com/busy_or_not.mws callmejream 2005-07-17T11:07:09-05:00 http://callmejream.mindsay.com/busy_or_not.mws I'm sorry it took me so long

I've been neglecting my blog. I still sign on everyday to check Blogthis '

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              Forgiving is hard. Forgetting is harder. I came to terms that, what I have in my life means more to me than not having it. An old friend has recently forgiven me... But I know he will never...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/callmejream/this_is_the_process.mws http://callmejream.mindsay.com/my_life_now_in_random_thoughts.mws callmejream 2005-04-22T01:04:56-05:00 http://callmejream.mindsay.com/my_life_now_in_random_thoughts.mws            Facing up hills. Lonely days blend in with scary nights, replaced your body heat with this pillow. Long chats, existentialism and truth seeking. Emotional pain masked with physical scars that drag...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/callmejream/my_life_now_in_random_thoughts.mws http://callmejream.mindsay.com/he_gave_his_world_in_search_for_peace_and_found_turmoil.mws callmejream 2005-04-09T12:04:46-05:00 http://callmejream.mindsay.com/he_gave_his_world_in_search_for_peace_and_found_turmoil.mws

                  I know that you weren't always honest. Thing is that i'm not strong enough to let go. It's backwards I know. I hold on with all my weakness and put all my strength into forgiving......

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